When I was thirteen I met the guy of my dreams. Love at first site. I didn't even know him, But somehow I did. It was like instantly I just.. Knew him. On May 21st 2011 We ran into eachother at Walmart. When I saw him, My heart sank. Melted to the ground. It was a feeling I have never experienced before. We started dating. And it was great. I was so happy, Happier then ever. He was sweet, Nice, Funny, Everything I could ever ask for, And more. But things went wrong. My bestfriend liked him too. I didn't want to hurt her, But the feelings I had for this guy were just to strong to let slip away. So I ended up hurting her. Everyone disagreed with us being together. His step sister hated me. Everyday, Her and her friends did everything in their power to break us up. And one day, They succeeded. He left. I didn't even know what to do. I walked around in his sweatshirt crying. Everyday for a week. If that wasn't bad enough, He and my bestfriend were seeing eachother. I was crushed. Whenever someone asked what was wrong all I could say was 'You wouldn't understand.' or 'It's confusing.' I lost the guy Who I thought was the one. I truly loved him. People would tell me 'It's just lust.' But I knew it wasn't. What I felt for this boy was stronger then 'lust'. I was in love.
Finally, I moved on. And I was happy. This other guy made me laugh, and He was always on my mind. But whenever my ex talked to me, I cried, I would miss him all over again. I told him how I felt constantly. He would reply with 'Oh' Or 'I'm sorry'. I wanted him. I needed him. He was the one for me. I knew he had to be.
On July 6th 2011 we got back together. He kept telling me he loved me, And would never listen to what anyone would say again. He told me that he swore I was the one for him. I was again, The happiest girl alive. I can tell him anything, Everything. And he would always be there for me to help me through it. Yes, I lost my bestfriend. Which hurts me more then ever as life continues going on. But if getting our friendship back means leaving this boy I will not do it. He's my soulmate.One day we will make up. But for now I am just thankful to have my world back. Nothing is better then being in his arms. I truly love him. And that will never change.
Finally, I moved on. And I was happy. This other guy made me laugh, and He was always on my mind. But whenever my ex talked to me, I cried, I would miss him all over again. I told him how I felt constantly. He would reply with 'Oh' Or 'I'm sorry'. I wanted him. I needed him. He was the one for me. I knew he had to be.
On July 6th 2011 we got back together. He kept telling me he loved me, And would never listen to what anyone would say again. He told me that he swore I was the one for him. I was again, The happiest girl alive. I can tell him anything, Everything. And he would always be there for me to help me through it. Yes, I lost my bestfriend. Which hurts me more then ever as life continues going on. But if getting our friendship back means leaving this boy I will not do it. He's my soulmate.One day we will make up. But for now I am just thankful to have my world back. Nothing is better then being in his arms. I truly love him. And that will never change.
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